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| date | App\Twig\Components\DateComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.23 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "date" => DateTimeImmutable @1703055528 {#1645 : 2023-12-20 07:58:48.0 +01:00 } ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#2503 +date: DateTimeImmutable @1703055528 {#1645 : 2023-12-20 07:58:48.0 +01:00 } } |
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| date_edited | App\Twig\Components\DateEditedComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.15 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "createdAt" => DateTimeImmutable @1703055528 {#1645 : 2023-12-20 07:58:48.0 +01:00 } "editedAt" => null ] |
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| magazine_inline | App\Twig\Components\MagazineInlineComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.22 ms | |
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| vote | App\Twig\Components\VoteComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.50 ms | |
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Whether it’s advice, how your week is going, a link that’s at the back of your mind, or something like that, it can likely go here.\n \n ---\n \n Subcommunities on Beehaw:\n \n - [AskBeehaw](https://beehaw.org/c/askbeehaw)\n \n ---\n \n This community’s icon was made by Aaron Schneider, under the [CC-BY-NC-SA 4.0 license](https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/). 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Both my parents died some years ago, so there’s no going home to them. My sister’s are so busy with their lives, and one actively ignores me, largely because she’s dealing with her own issues.\n \n I’m not going to grandma’s, because my crazy creationist cunt of an aunt will probably call me a communist atheist while she parrots Isreali propaganda. I’d rather be alone than face that, which is sad AF since grandma is selling the family house and this will be the last year we can spend Christmas there.\n \n Add to that the fact I never really had a full relationship because I focused all my time developing skills, something that used to bring me joy and the promise of success, but now I sort of hate what I do and haven’t been able to reach success. I’ve all but abandoned my dream and am deeply insecure about my future. In effect I have worked long and hard with nothing to show for it.\n \n I have no feeling of belonging with my own countrymen even, and the foreigners are so self conscious that you instantly get pegged as “one of them”, “the other”, as they treat you as an inferior because they them selves have been made to feel inferior and feel the need to cope via toxicity. Can’t turn around without being slapped with some social pressure or putdown. I don’t feel like dealing with anyone.\n \n This will be the second Christmas I spend alone and I don’t really feel like reaching out. I feel like a burden, like someone who has to be catered to, facilitated, tolerated. My only want is an escape. Whether that means leaving the country, joining a cult, moving out into a cave, I don’t know.\n \n I just don’t know how to deal. I can’t really relate to anyone and I can’t find anyone I can trust, or who I feel I can confide in. So I take to the internet, to completely random strangers for respite.\n \n Tell me your stories of loneliness, wether ongoing or from the past, how you intend to deal with it or how you dealt with it. 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Whether it’s advice, how your week is going, a link that’s at the back of your mind, or something like that, it can likely go here.\n \n ---\n \n Subcommunities on Beehaw:\n \n - [AskBeehaw](https://beehaw.org/c/askbeehaw)\n \n ---\n \n This community’s icon was made by Aaron Schneider, under the [CC-BY-NC-SA 4.0 license](https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/4.0/). 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In effect I have worked long and hard with nothing to show for it.\n \n I have no feeling of belonging with my own countrymen even, and the foreigners are so self conscious that you instantly get pegged as “one of them”, “the other”, as they treat you as an inferior because they them selves have been made to feel inferior and feel the need to cope via toxicity. Can’t turn around without being slapped with some social pressure or putdown. I don’t feel like dealing with anyone.\n \n This will be the second Christmas I spend alone and I don’t really feel like reaching out. I feel like a burden, like someone who has to be catered to, facilitated, tolerated. My only want is an escape. Whether that means leaving the country, joining a cult, moving out into a cave, I don’t know.\n \n I just don’t know how to deal. I can’t really relate to anyone and I can’t find anyone I can trust, or who I feel I can confide in. 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| Input props | [ "label" => "Sidebar position" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_SIDEBAR_POSITION" "values" => [ [ "name" => "Left" "value" => "LEFT" ] [ "name" => "Right" "value" => "RIGHT" ] ] "defaultValue" => "RIGHT" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowEnumComponent {#3125 +label: "Sidebar position" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_SIDEBAR_POSITION" +values: [ [ "name" => "Left" "value" => "LEFT" ] [ "name" => "Right" "value" => "RIGHT" ] ] +defaultValue: "RIGHT" +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.22 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Dynamic lists" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_DYNAMIC_LISTS" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3167 +label: "Dynamic lists" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_DYNAMIC_LISTS" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Rounded edges" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_ROUNDED_EDGES" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3253 +label: "Rounded edges" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_ROUNDED_EDGES" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Infinite scrolling" "help" => "Automatically load more content when you reach the bottom of the page." "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_INFINITE_SCROLL" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3309 +label: "Infinite scrolling" +help: "Automatically load more content when you reach the bottom of the page." +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_INFINITE_SCROLL" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.12 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Sticky navbar" "help" => "The navbar will stick to the top of the page when you scroll down." "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_FIXED_NAVBAR" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3368 +label: "Sticky navbar" +help: "The navbar will stick to the top of the page when you scroll down." +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_FIXED_NAVBAR" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show top bar" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_TOPBAR" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3424 +label: "Show top bar" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_TOPBAR" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.13 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Turbo mode (experimental)" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_TURBO" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3480 +label: "Turbo mode (experimental)" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_TURBO" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| user_settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.26 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Mark new comments" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_MARK_NEW_COMMENTS" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3538 +label: "Mark new comments" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_MARK_NEW_COMMENTS" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.13 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show "Support Us" block" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_GENERAL_SUPPORT_US_BLOCK" "defaultValue" => true ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3601 +label: "Show "Support Us" block" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_SUPPORT_US_BLOCK" +defaultValue: true +reloadRequired: true } |
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| user_settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.15 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show subscribed users" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_SUB_CHANNEL_USERS" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3659 +label: "Show subscribed users" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_SUB_CHANNEL_USERS" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| user_settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show subscribed magazines" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_SUB_CHANNEL_MAGAZINES" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3715 +label: "Show subscribed magazines" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_SUB_CHANNEL_MAGAZINES" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| user_settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.17 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show subscribed domains" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_SUB_CHANNEL_DOMAINS" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3771 +label: "Show subscribed domains" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_SUB_CHANNEL_DOMAINS" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Auto media preview" "help" => "Automatically expand media previews." "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_PREVIEW" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3827 +label: "Auto media preview" +help: "Automatically expand media previews." +settingsKey: "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_PREVIEW" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Compact view" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_COMPACT" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3883 +label: "Compact view" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_ENTRIES_COMPACT" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.15 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show users’ avatars" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3939 +label: "Show users’ avatars" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.15 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show magazines’ icons" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_MAGAZINES_ICONS" ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3995 +label: "Show magazines’ icons" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_MAGAZINES_ICONS" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show thumbnails" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_THUMBNAILS" "defaultValue" => true ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4051 +label: "Show thumbnails" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_THUMBNAILS" +defaultValue: true +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.12 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Auto media preview" "help" => "Automatically expand media previews." "settingsKey" => "KBIN_POSTS_SHOW_PREVIEW" ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4107 +label: "Auto media preview" +help: "Automatically expand media previews." +settingsKey: "KBIN_POSTS_SHOW_PREVIEW" +defaultValue: false +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.14 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show users’ avatars" "settingsKey" => "KBIN_POSTS_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS" "defaultValue" => true ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4163 +label: "Show users’ avatars" +help: "" +settingsKey: "KBIN_POSTS_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS" +defaultValue: true +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_enum | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowEnumComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.15 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Comment reply position" "help" => "Display the comment reply form either at the top or bottom of the page. When 'infinite scroll' is enabled the position will always appear at the top." "settingsKey" => "KBIN_COMMENTS_REPLY_POSITION" "values" => [ [ "name" => "top" "value" => "TOP" ] [ "name" => "bottom" "value" => "BOTTOM" ] ] "defaultValue" => "TOP" ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowEnumComponent {#4219 +label: "Comment reply position" +help: "Display the comment reply form either at the top or bottom of the page. When 'infinite scroll' is enabled the position will always appear at the top." +settingsKey: "KBIN_COMMENTS_REPLY_POSITION" +values: [ [ "name" => "top" "value" => "TOP" ] [ "name" => "bottom" "value" => "BOTTOM" ] ] +defaultValue: "TOP" +reloadRequired: true } |
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| settings_row_switch | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.18 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "label" => "Show Comment Avatars" "help" => "Display/hide user avatars when viewing comments on a single thread or post." "settingsKey" => "KBIN_COMMENTS_SHOW_USER_AVATAR" "defaultValue" => true ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4277 +label: "Show Comment Avatars" +help: "Display/hide user avatars when viewing comments on a single thread or post." +settingsKey: "KBIN_COMMENTS_SHOW_USER_AVATAR" +defaultValue: true +reloadRequired: true } |
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| user_actions | App\Twig\Components\UserActionsComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.47 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "user" => App\Entity\User {#261 +avatar: null +cover: null +email: "taanegl@beehaw.org" +username: "@taanegl@beehaw.org" +roles: [] +followersCount: 0 +homepage: "front" +about: null +lastActive: DateTime @1726569274 {#274 : 2024-09-17 12:34:34.0 +02:00 } +markedForDeletionAt: null +fields: null +oauthGithubId: null +oauthGoogleId: null +oauthFacebookId: null +oauthKeycloakId: null +hideAdult: true +showSubscribedUsers: true +showSubscribedMagazines: true +showSubscribedDomains: true +preferredLanguages: [] +featuredMagazines: null +showProfileSubscriptions: false +showProfileFollowings: true +markNewComments: false +notifyOnNewEntry: false +notifyOnNewEntryReply: true +notifyOnNewEntryCommentReply: true +notifyOnNewPost: false +notifyOnNewPostReply: true +notifyOnNewPostCommentReply: true +addMentionsEntries: false +addMentionsPosts: true +isBanned: false +isVerified: false +isDeleted: false +isBot: false +spamProtection: true +customCss: null +ignoreMagazinesCustomCss: false +moderatorTokens: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#248 …} +magazineOwnershipRequests: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#244 …} +moderatorRequests: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#233 …} +entries: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#191 …} +entryVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#163 …} +entryComments: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#136 …} +entryCommentVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#106 …} +posts: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#79 …} +postVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#94 …} +postComments: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1793 …} +postCommentVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1847 …} +subscriptions: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2478 …} +subscribedDomains: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1871 …} +follows: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1605 …} +followers: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1770 …} +blocks: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1844 …} +blockers: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1827 …} +blockedMagazines: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2415 …} +blockedDomains: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1794 …} +reports: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2421 …} +favourites: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1931 …} +violations: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2401 …} +notifications: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1885 …} +awards: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1951 …} +subscribedCategories: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1886 …} +categories: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1924 …} -id: 48841 -password: "$2y$13$Fq2ZaUuyu7xdsoxo.G0jreBNeWZKS4vfUhFqDoAiN.i.Sr/RIJZ3e" -totpSecret: null -totpBackupCodes: [] -oAuth2UserConsents: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1896 …} +apId: "taanegl@beehaw.org" +apProfileId: "https://beehaw.org/u/taanegl" +apPublicUrl: "https://beehaw.org/u/taanegl" +apFollowersUrl: null +apInboxUrl: "https://beehaw.org/inbox" +apDomain: "beehaw.org" +apPreferredUsername: "taanegl" +apDiscoverable: true +apManuallyApprovesFollowers: false +privateKey: null +publicKey: null +apFetchedAt: DateTime @1729029465 {#277 : 2024-10-15 23:57:45.0 +02:00 } +apDeletedAt: null +apTimeoutAt: null +visibility: "visible " +createdAt: DateTimeImmutable @1696440561 {#273 : 2023-10-04 19:29:21.0 +02:00 } } ] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\UserActionsComponent {#4353 +user: App\Entity\User {#261 +avatar: null +cover: null +email: "taanegl@beehaw.org" +username: "@taanegl@beehaw.org" +roles: [] +followersCount: 0 +homepage: "front" +about: null +lastActive: DateTime @1726569274 {#274 : 2024-09-17 12:34:34.0 +02:00 } +markedForDeletionAt: null +fields: null +oauthGithubId: null +oauthGoogleId: null +oauthFacebookId: null +oauthKeycloakId: null +hideAdult: true +showSubscribedUsers: true +showSubscribedMagazines: true +showSubscribedDomains: true +preferredLanguages: [] +featuredMagazines: null +showProfileSubscriptions: false +showProfileFollowings: true +markNewComments: false +notifyOnNewEntry: false +notifyOnNewEntryReply: true +notifyOnNewEntryCommentReply: true +notifyOnNewPost: false +notifyOnNewPostReply: true +notifyOnNewPostCommentReply: true +addMentionsEntries: false +addMentionsPosts: true +isBanned: false +isVerified: false +isDeleted: false +isBot: false +spamProtection: true +customCss: null +ignoreMagazinesCustomCss: false +moderatorTokens: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#248 …} +magazineOwnershipRequests: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#244 …} +moderatorRequests: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#233 …} +entries: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#191 …} +entryVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#163 …} +entryComments: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#136 …} +entryCommentVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#106 …} +posts: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#79 …} +postVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#94 …} +postComments: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1793 …} +postCommentVotes: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1847 …} +subscriptions: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2478 …} +subscribedDomains: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1871 …} +follows: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1605 …} +followers: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1770 …} +blocks: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1844 …} +blockers: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1827 …} +blockedMagazines: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2415 …} +blockedDomains: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1794 …} +reports: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2421 …} +favourites: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1931 …} +violations: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#2401 …} +notifications: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1885 …} +awards: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1951 …} +subscribedCategories: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1886 …} +categories: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1924 …} -id: 48841 -password: "$2y$13$Fq2ZaUuyu7xdsoxo.G0jreBNeWZKS4vfUhFqDoAiN.i.Sr/RIJZ3e" -totpSecret: null -totpBackupCodes: [] -oAuth2UserConsents: Doctrine\ORM\PersistentCollection {#1896 …} +apId: "taanegl@beehaw.org" +apProfileId: "https://beehaw.org/u/taanegl" +apPublicUrl: "https://beehaw.org/u/taanegl" +apFollowersUrl: null +apInboxUrl: "https://beehaw.org/inbox" +apDomain: "beehaw.org" +apPreferredUsername: "taanegl" +apDiscoverable: true +apManuallyApprovesFollowers: false +privateKey: null +publicKey: null +apFetchedAt: DateTime @1729029465 {#277 : 2024-10-15 23:57:45.0 +02:00 } +apDeletedAt: null +apTimeoutAt: null +visibility: "visible " +createdAt: DateTimeImmutable @1696440561 {#273 : 2023-10-04 19:29:21.0 +02:00 } } } |
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| date | App\Twig\Components\DateComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.20 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "date" => DateTimeImmutable @1696440561 {#273 : 2023-10-04 19:29:21.0 +02:00 } ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#4414 +date: DateTimeImmutable @1696440561 {#273 : 2023-10-04 19:29:21.0 +02:00 } } |
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| related_magazines | App\Twig\Components\RelatedMagazinesComponent | 12.0 MiB | 2.57 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "magazine" => null "tag" => null ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\RelatedMagazinesComponent {#4501 +limit: 4 +tag: null +magazine: null +type: "random" +title: "random_magazines" +refreshedRandom: false -repository: App\Repository\MagazineRepository {#2438 …} -cache: Symfony\Component\Cache\Adapter\TraceableTagAwareAdapter {#600 …} -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -requestStack: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\RequestStack {#1328 …} } |
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| active_users | App\Twig\Components\ActiveUsersComponent | 12.0 MiB | 0.47 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "magazine" => null ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\ActiveUsersComponent {#4566 +magazine: null -userRepository: App\Repository\UserRepository {#603 …} -cache: Symfony\Component\Cache\Adapter\TraceableTagAwareAdapter {#600 …} -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -requestStack: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\RequestStack {#1328 …} } |
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| related_categories | App\Twig\Components\RelatedCategoriesComponent | 12.0 MiB | 2.55 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "magazine" => null "tag" => null ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\RelatedCategoriesComponent {#4625 +limit: 4 +tag: null +magazine: null +type: "random" +title: "random_categories" +refreshedRandom: false -repository: App\Repository\CategoryRepository {#4626 …} -cache: Symfony\Component\Cache\Adapter\TraceableTagAwareAdapter {#600 …} -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -requestStack: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\RequestStack {#1328 …} } |
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| related_posts | App\Twig\Components\RelatedPostsComponent | 12.0 MiB | 2.30 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "magazine" => null "tag" => null ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\RelatedPostsComponent {#4696 +limit: 4 +tag: null +magazine: null +type: "random" +post: null +title: "random_posts" +refreshedRandom: false -repository: App\Repository\PostRepository {#4695 …} -cache: Symfony\Component\Cache\Adapter\TraceableTagAwareAdapter {#600 …} -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -requestStack: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\RequestStack {#1328 …} -mentionManager: App\Service\MentionManager {#1539 …} } |
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| related_entries | App\Twig\Components\RelatedEntriesComponent | 12.0 MiB | 5.37 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "magazine" => null "tag" => null ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\RelatedEntriesComponent {#4765 +limit: 4 +tag: null +magazine: null +type: "random" +entry: null +title: "random_entries" +refreshedRandom: false -repository: App\Repository\EntryRepository {#1753 …} -cache: Symfony\Component\Cache\Adapter\TraceableTagAwareAdapter {#600 …} -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -requestStack: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\RequestStack {#1328 …} -mentionManager: App\Service\MentionManager {#1539 …} } |
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| support_us_block | App\Twig\Components\SupportUsBlock | 12.0 MiB | 0.37 ms | |
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| Input props | [] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\SupportUsBlock {#4834 +subject: ? App\Entity\Contracts\VotableInterface +url: ? string -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -cache: Symfony\Component\Cache\Adapter\TraceableTagAwareAdapter {#600 …} -requestStack: Symfony\Component\HttpFoundation\RequestStack {#1328 …} -partnerBlockRepository: App\Repository\PartnerBlockRepository {#4835 …} } |
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| featured_magazines | App\Twig\Components\FeaturedMagazinesComponent | 12.0 MiB | 1.11 ms | |
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| Input props | [ "magazine" => null ] |
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| Attributes | [] |
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| Component | App\Twig\Components\FeaturedMagazinesComponent {#4927 +magazine: null -twig: Twig\Environment {#1252 …} -repository: App\Repository\MagazineRepository {#2438 …} } |
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