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      We moved around a lot, almost always rural. I had a big family so they were always a close crew, but also always very strained and stressed. We had a Nintendo and bicycles. I usually had friends around until I was 11, but then we literally just moved out into the forest where there was nobody else. For 7 awful years I was like in a prison. I lost the ability to communicate, but not the desire. I dreaded the summers because I knew I wouldn’t see a single person outside my family. My parents were constantly stressed, always on a sour mood. The forest was hard on them too. I would mostly try to entertain my siblings amd read books. Depression became the biggest feature of my life. There was just nobody. Then I would go back to school in the fall and I didn’t know how to communicate anymore, and was constantly sad and lonely. But I denied those feelings because I didn’t want to be a bitch.\n
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      There were good times too. My siblings and I would explore the forest. We followed a river up a mountain until there was no river anymore (its weird to see it getting smaller and smaller until there’s nothing). We built sledding tracks. We found an abandoned cemetery from the 1700s just in the middle of the forest.\n
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App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#3157
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App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#3270
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App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#3383
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[
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]

App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#3496
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[
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]

App\Twig\Components\DateComponent {#3609
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]

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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3768
  +label: "Dynamic lists"
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3831
  +label: "Rounded edges"
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  +settingsKey: "KBIN_GENERAL_ROUNDED_EDGES"
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3887
  +label: "Infinite scrolling"
  +help: "Automatically load more content when you reach the bottom of the page."
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#3946
  +label: "Sticky navbar"
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  +defaultValue: false
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4002
  +label: "Show top bar"
  +help: ""
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  +defaultValue: false
  +reloadRequired: true
}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4058
  +label: "Turbo mode (experimental)"
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  +reloadRequired: true
}

[
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  "settingsKey" => "KBIN_MARK_NEW_COMMENTS"
]

App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4116
  +label: "Mark new comments"
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  +reloadRequired: true
}

[
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  "defaultValue" => true
]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4179
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  +defaultValue: true
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4237
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4293
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\UserSettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4349
  +label: "Show subscribed domains"
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  +defaultValue: false
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4405
  +label: "Auto media preview"
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4461
  +label: "Compact view"
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  +reloadRequired: true
}

[
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  "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS"
]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4517
  +label: "Show users’ avatars"
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  +defaultValue: false
  +reloadRequired: true
}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4573
  +label: "Show magazines’ icons"
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  +settingsKey: "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_MAGAZINES_ICONS"
  +defaultValue: false
  +reloadRequired: true
}

[
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  "settingsKey" => "KBIN_ENTRIES_SHOW_THUMBNAILS"
  "defaultValue" => true
]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4629
  +label: "Show thumbnails"
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  +defaultValue: true
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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4685
  +label: "Auto media preview"
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  +defaultValue: false
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}

[
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  "settingsKey" => "KBIN_POSTS_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS"
  "defaultValue" => true
]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4741
  +label: "Show users’ avatars"
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  +settingsKey: "KBIN_POSTS_SHOW_USERS_AVATARS"
  +defaultValue: true
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}

[
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]

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}

[
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]

App\Twig\Components\SettingsRowSwitchComponent {#4855
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