I have that weird shit all the time. Not with self harm exclusively, but for example very graphically imagining how I’d accidently slip and being hit by a truck or something like that.
I was looking for a new car (leasing) and kept checking different for some weeks until I stumbled upon one offer that was 100€ less than any other while being essentially the same (power, space, etc). That was nice and I don’t really care about brands as long as they are somewhat reliable.
<span style="color:#323232;">/* This works because there's a bean with a specific name and a
</span><span style="color:#323232;">specific dependency that doesn't even share the same namespace.
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</span><span style="color:#323232;">I don't know what it does, I think it's dark magic.
</span><span style="color:#323232;">Don't refactor any of this! */
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