Thats true, yeah. Got that kind of stuff a lot before I got lucky and found my love. I guess I learned to accept that some people are just not worth your sadness, even if you feel a ton of it in the moment
It doesn’t feel right to ask for help, or rather, it didn’t used to feel right. I am getting better at accepting help and compliments, but it still feels weird. I enjoy giving help more than receiving it honestly