Asafum

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Asafum,

I hate those kinds of takes to be honest…

The world is on fire, fascism is on the rise, war is everywhere, prices are out of control, the future looks bleak as fuck, but yeah we have tictok… Woohoo…

Asafum,

That’s awesome! I wish I could do that. I quit a fairly well paying job because I can’t stand driving in this overpopulated shit hole I live in adding 3+hours to my day and now I’m a factory schmuck so I have to drive some distance just to get to work anyway.

Tried learning some forms of development so I could try to work remotely as that seems to be the only way to really dump your car, but my dumbass brain finds no interest in anything development related… I’m not sure if I hate my brain or driving more lol

Asafum,

I’ve been using them to mix chocolate sodas forever and had no idea it was actually a soda spoon until today!

Asafum,

My bosses see color. They see the color of the person the holiday was based off of and use that as their decision for what holidays to axe.

I’m happy to have the Friday after Thanksgiving off too, but don’t for second think I don’t notice that it’s Juneteenth and MLK day that we “gave up.”

Asafum,

YouTube: ALIeNs ToLd RoMaNs AbOuT ViRuSeS!!

Asafum,

I just need to get through this… Forever.

Asafum, (edited )

I’m just starting to learn HTML and oh my fucking god do I LOVE chatGPT… Holy hell… I can’t even begin to express just how amazing it is to be able to ask basic questions and not only get a reply, but provide example code, and it will elaborate or be as concise as you like… I LOVE IT! I’m especially happy to see they don’t ask for your phone number and other absurdly intrusive unnecessary information anymore. That’s what kept me away at first.

I do know it’s not infallible and I probably won’t use it as much as I move on to more complex programming.

Asafum,

Wait wait wait… So I only know a small amount of French and mostly from media I’ve watched, so unless I’m mixing words here when I’ve heard “garçon” (pronounced garsonne?) in a restaurant, they’re literally calling the waiter “boy?”

Asafum,

Thanks! It’s been such a long time since I watched that, looks like I need to watch it again lol

Asafum,

“Boss! Boss! The devil possessed me last night and I got some wonderful ideas for you! Want to ship way too fucking soon but still make money? Pre-orders! We get the people hyped and offer the product to buy now before they get to find out it’s shit! But wait, the devil had an even better idea than that… Early access if you pre-order!! We get their money now and they beta test for us! The people want everything yesterday so we can just monetize impatience!”

Asafum,

Because of propaganda.

  1. A Self-made Business Man™ is miles better than Bumbling Biden the fascist communist.
  2. WOKENESS IS KILLING AMERICA. Books brainwash you into being woke. Project 2025 will save us from woke.

3.Thats the liberal media, “my guys” are normal working men, they wear plaid shirts sometimes and pose for pictures in a workshop.

No I don’t actually believe any of that, but that’s your list in conservative language served to the masses by your friendly thousands of miles away neighborhood newscaster propagandist.

Asafum,

Man, no banana, no ketchup. What a deprived life!

I could definitely do without ketchup though. I already don’t use it lol

Asafum,

Gem faceting… I have boxes full of stones and equipment, have watched countless videos, built my own (very shitty machine) but never pulled the trigger on an actual faceting machine…

Also astrophotography…

Ffs I have caviar taste in hobbies and at best a cheap steak income…

Asafum,

Ligma balls!

No really, that’s the joke lol

Asafum,

It’s an infinite hotdog! It never ends!

Asafum,

That’s the route I went initially. I thought I was being delusional by thinking I could be different, the thought of denying my initial feelings/reactions felt like I was being “fake” or denying who I am, but then I just remain as the person I hate most in the entire world.

I can’t live life being an angry bitter miserable asshat who never misses a chance to beat himself up because I think I deserve it. If I hate that person so much then I should just leave them in the past and be better. It’s so strange that it’s actually physically painful to go through. Like I get headaches fighting off my initial reaction and forcing myself to think differently/positively.

Asafum,

Same here. I actually just decided last night that I hate who I am so much that I’m going to “kill myself” in that I’m going to try to completely kill off the person that I “was.”

I have a lot of respect for transgender people who sort of go through a similar thing so I’m taking inspiration from them and saying old asafum is dead, I killed him, and in his place I’ll be a new asafum.

Asafum,

It definitely is crazy shit, not always self harm. For whatever reason I always get it when I see nice cars, my brain immediately goes to “kick the headlights!” and then I cringe when I imagine it actually happening, it’s so odd because the desire pops up but my reaction to it is disgust or “pain” like I definitely don’t want to do it.

Brains are weird lol

Asafum,

“My computer says no wifi, so anyway I started blasting.” Such Murica lol

Asafum,

It’s a tin foil hat theory but I’m pretty convinced he deliberately ruined it and did the whole “subtle admission” by literally naming it X, as in “no” or “closed.”

Asafum,

Smart no, but he’s absolutely a troll lol

Asafum, (edited )

For me, my “education” with math was "when you see this: 5/73¥π7^t then you use 5-8(25&6)_9gh8/6 not 5&6(9!4_89) ok memorize it for the test.

Oh you want to know why or what it does or what it even is? No that’s college work. You’re in highschool, memorize it because reasons.

Yeah… That’s not how my brain works no matter how badly I wish I did. I need to UNDERSTAND not memorize! I can’t memorize seemingly arbitrary bullshit that has no explained meaning. My brain instantly tosses it as irrelevant information.

Asafum, (edited )

I was literally just thinking about this on my way home yesterday. Society is completely broken, there is no us only ME. this is especially terrible in the United States where we fetishize “rugged individualism.” You don’t care for anyone but yourself. Look out for #1…

So when the choice is “money for me” or “consider my impact on my surroundings” the result is “lmfao consider others? It would be stupid for me to not make this money at the expense of others.”

Every shitty self serving decision made for ones own profit is the “smart thing” to do, even if it was literally destroying the entire town around you. I hate it.

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